Something
about Homer gripped Father John radically. Homer was poor,
black and uneducated. He was convicted of robbery by force
and, though the victim lived, Homer got the death penalty.
The system that denied him education and a means for a livelihood
was swift to execute him.
Homers
plight touched something within me, wrote Father John.
I do know that my ministry turned at that point to a
deep involvement with the poor.
Ordained
in 1957, Father John spent nearly 45 years walking with people
till he died of a heart attack on Feb. 12, 2002. He served
in parish ministry from the plains of Georgia to the Appalachian
mountains of Kentucky and Virginia. He faithfully visited
prisoners, supported housing for the poor and backed programs
for handicapped kids. He also served three years as Glenmarys
director of vocations.
Yet,
walking through his personal struggles of ministry, Father
John discovered a sense of awe and humility at the wonders
of creation. An avid outdoorsman, he frequently hiked and
camped in mountains and deserts, spending time appreciating
the grandeur displayed around him.
I
dont think you can look up to the heavens frequently
without being changed, he journaled. In the face
of real power you become less arrogant. Who am I to want to
be the center of creationto have everything revolve
around me?
Father
John suffered from the disease of alcoholism, but he found
sobriety for the last 13 years of his life through Alcoholics
Anonymous. In those recovering years Father John devoted himself
to directing Appalachian Serviceshis ministry to prisoners,
alcoholics and couples attending Marriage Encounter. His retreats
wove a spirituality of surrender and wonderment with the poignant
story of his own struggle for sobriety.
Nature
doesnt treat every creature the same, he preached.
Some plants, animals and humans have more of a struggle.
Others seem to have a freedom of energy and power. But natures
creatures always surrender to whatever comes. For my part,
I need only to surrender to be one with Jesus and all of his
creation.
To
outsiders Father John appeared gregarious and fun loving,
even bearing in good humor the nickname, The Great One.
He enjoyed golf and rooted for the Red Sox. Yet his ability
to relate with people allowed him to express himself and frequently
write friends: I love you. That ability grew from
his depth of spirituality.
I
am looking forward to meeting you, Jesus....Oh, how good it
will be...to see you. One whom I have loved my whole life.
What a great grace and privilege to love you. The greatest
gift in the whole world. Surpassing all possessions, all power,
all pleasures. Eye has not seen nor ear heard the joy of knowing
and loving you. Father John wrote this last journal
entry and he died three days later.